I have trouble focussing tonight. I had planned to work on my travel plans, but unfortunately my mind is being called away to la-la land for some reason. I guess that’s because there’s been a lot on my mind lately. It’s really no use being a worry wart, if you’re doing everything you can and more all the time. Then there’s always someone else to blame, I always say with a smile on my face. It’s gushing with irony, that kind of sentence isn’t it? Even when times moves fast, I want it to be even faster. 2009 can’t be over soon enough for me really. That’s the problem for me now. I’ve got to get myself and my footing right and have some patience. It’s no use running into walls trying to figure it out when there’s no door. I also need to relax no matter how hard that currently is for me. Just as ironic is my other saying: “relaxation is something for people who have the experience things will come together for them”. For the rest of us taking a load off can become quite difficult, ne. Will definitely find yourself having talks like this.

I tried to focus my attention here instead. I love Johfra’s interpretation of Capricorn. I wish I could dedicate more of my time making artworks of some kind. I know I have it in me, it’s just a little too much in this lifetime.