I just had to throw out like 5 or 6 pairs of pants. I hope one of them can still be saved t_t. They have all become too big for me since I lost 14 kilograms. I had absolutely no idea my bum was growing in that kind of proportions lol. That picture on my profile, I was probably 72-73 kilograms. Now I’m 66. Now I notice it that I’ve lost it, but I’m not exactly the type that watches how they look anyways. What’s the use? Most of the time you’re at your work anyways, like I’m going to stand an hour in the mirror before going there. Usually I do it the first months or so until I figure out it doesn’t matter and there’s no interesting meat to be seen for miles. lol.

Next to that, thrown out 4 bra’s. I actually have only 1 perfect fitting one. The other two the cup sits good but they’re too wide. I think I’m a size 38 in european measurements nao. I don’t think I’ve ever been that skinny. Perhaps maybe when I was 16 and got rid of the baby fat.

There’s one other thing I’m noticing, my hair is getting thinner. The past year or so I’ve been losing hair. When I used to brush it a lot would come out anyways, but it’s really getting to be less curly and thinner. Some people say “it’s stress” and after what happened in September I can’t say no to that. On the other hand, I’m in IT, stress is not a word that belongs in my dictionary. Even when everything falls to shit, I’ve never once felt “stressed” or something. So I’m not sure what “stress” really is. Only thing I know is, that in between the short-lived happy times, I really got a ton of grief. So maybe it’s possible to loose hair because of grief? I don’t know. Even that is something I tend to brush off my shoulder because I don’t want to give “anyone” the satisfaction of getting me down. Can you loose hair because you’re angry? lol. Whatever the case, I’ve been trying to put it into a bun more often. Wash it more often too, even though they say washing it every day isn’t good. It’s always been difficult to tame, my hair. At least if it’s less bulky, you’d think it would be easier to tame. It’s not that bad really, but if I look at pictures of myself when I was a kid you can tell the difference. I should really ask mom to get the photo albums out, I suddenly feel like reminiscing.

I was going to say I’m getting old, but I don’t think that applies when I’m still 28. heh.